Sure, i want to meet her again, but she can't decide it 16 hours before she's gonna be here.
Just, no
I already have plans
And i kinda don't know
Like the fact that my birthday will officially suck since my oh so awesome boyfriend can't come up that weekend
Cus he spent all his money on booze.
I just, i don't know, i just feel so stupid, i'm fucking crying, for the second time today
I'm sorry guys, i suck.
Til next catastrophe, take care
But i say the wrong things, i don't think the same way he does about some things.
I'm so sick and tired of a few things, like him.
I just want him to be okay with what i think and do.
Just as i'm okay with his chooses.
I want to read between you're lines
You piss me off
I don't understand how you work
Why you do what you do
Why i even HOPED
I mean
You clearly don't like me as much as i do
You're clearly not as afraid as i am
Fuck you
The controlfreak in me is dying
I fuck up, and i don't even know why
I want to help him more than anything
I don't want anything to happen when i'm gone and can't fix it
I just want to be home
I just want to be with him
I kinda want the other guy
I can't live without my baby
I haven't been on livejournal either.
It's really because i don't need to anymore, right now i have other places to write about how i feel.
Okay so, update. I got a boyfriend. He's the best thing in the world but at the same time he drives me nuts.
Right now i'm sick but i have to go to school and fix a few things.
My life is good actually. My biggest problems are that i don't really know if i wanna go to the US next year and study. I mean, i'm head over heels in love. But at the same time, i'm just 16. I'm not that in love with him to not go.
Well, now it'll probably be like, half a year before i update again. Have a nice life
Visst, det känns somom jag ska spy
Men det känns endå ganska skönt
Jag behöver inte ljuga om hur mkt jag tycker om honom
Another broken heart, check
Whatever, life's good right now, a bit heartbreaking in some parts but i'll manage
Love you guys <3
I'm always one of the boys, they even said so.
I don't really want to eat, but i do anyway, otherwise everyone will get annoying.
A shout out to everyone who have cared, i love you guys loads. Never ever leave me.
I need a place where i don't need to bend over backwards to feel good about myself. Where i can just be me
I knew
Now i really don't
I'm learning how to keep a boy, i suck tbh
Why do people think i'm stupid?
Do i look stupid or something?
Is it the way i act?
Maybe i shouldn't have said what i said
Being easy makes me more forgettable
I just feel so empty when i look at you
Like i said, i want what she has
I'm getting worn out of wearing a smile
When your smile is only to her
I'm sick of you calling me cute and then kiss her
I want what i had, so long ago
I want someone to be real with me
I guess i don't really care
But damn it stings like hell when i see you
When i see her
When you try
Fuck the world, i don't want to just live once, i wanna live twice so i know what's bad and what's good
I have to be a bit bi-polar
I don't know why it has started happening right now
But i want stuff and when i get it i just freak out and fuck it over
I don't trust myself anymore
Fuck
I'm writing songs about you, that you'll never know about
I can't be still
I want what she has
Just to fuck it over
I want my life to stop fucking me over
I'm gonna stop getting my hopes up
I'm okay really, that's why this is so odd
These two weeks i've been watching WAAAY too much Hannah Montana and Camp rock, i'm gonna miss it when i get home
WE ROCK, WE ROCK, WE ROCK
Oh my god >.<
Also, i'm pretty stupid, like, we were driving down Oli road and my sister is like ''Didn't we drive on Oli road just two hours ago?'' and i say, without thinking, ''No, that was Sykes street'' (I promise, it was the true names of the streets!) and my family kind of went ''O.o '' becuase you know, they don't listen to BMTH
I also laught LOUD at Joe Jonas Purity ring and white pants (If you don't know why, i'll tell you) throught whole camp rock.
Peace out <3
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sateenmustaThe Big Read reckons that the average adult has only read 6 of the top 100 books they've printed. Well let's see.
1) Look at the list and bold those you have read.
2) Italicize those you intend to read.
3) Underline the books you LOVE.
4) Reprint this list in your own LJ so we can try and track down these people who've read 6 and force books upon them ;-)
